thoughts

lotta bees

4/25/25

2:13am going to take datrua and/or other etheogens and/or delirants and im going to walk around a foggy town with a gun and play silent hill in real life

2:40am https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_who_disappeared_mysteriously: 1910 - 1990

3:01pm off work n on that wikipedia grind can we get a double u in chat

4/27/25

2:34am being a methhead during the blue meth era of '08 - '10 in the breaking bad universe must have been crazy i heard that shit was bonkers

2:43am i miss igancio

2:48am i do not miss juan bolsa

5:35pm prehistoric fish are my favorite kind of fish

5/4/25

5:36am imiss2pac, shouldve casted him in the matrix if he survived

5/12/25

2:45pm daytime thoughts bout things and related

2:47pm been listening to this song a lot, think ill start a list of songs or something https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZoj34WJ120

5/16/25

1:56pm playing new vegas, doing a hardcore """""speedrun""""" just to get the achivement, i think its funny that veronica walks so cunty even in power armor she serves so hard

5/20/25

3:17am i miss my wife, they are fine and i talk to them actively but i still miss my wife. they know this and i tell them but i can only tell them so many times before its unreadonable

3:23am i am not actually married or in a romantic relationship with my wife but they are still my wife and we love eachother and i would probably die or something, i can inly tell these things to my wife and to the void and my wife is sleeping

3:28am i love music so much, music is very important to me

5/27/25

6:29am it has been a few days since i've specifically made some kind of text post, I have been busy. i ran out of vitamins and i think those were helping my energy levels, im again very tired, i also cant sleep nor do i sleep very well. life has been quite stressfull

6/4/25

12:12am its almost frustrating that i plainly don't enjoy social things, i as many people, need to interact socially but i simply dont enjoy it. i have no issues with the people and i enjoy many of their traits. its just that ultimately i am disinterested and overwhelmed. i am quite tired. i just dont care